Monsters
There only exists me and nobody else,
They told me about monsters,
A hideous and unkind; hiding right beside me,
I thought they must be lying…cause of course monsters don’t exist right?
I now walk on a desolate path,
Devoid of empathy and kindness,
I used to be kind; I used to be have a heart,
They why don’t I feel anymore,
The cries people that shattered my soul,
Now feel so deafening like a screeching pest,
I want to puke at what has become of me.
I’m freezing cold and I see them so warm and bright,
I want to scream till my breath gives out,
I wish to feel and to be what I once was,
But it now seems to be a distant image of what I used to be,
Will I forget that too?
As I turn older I get more tired,
A sense of dread; A wave of misery shadows over me,
I feel so small, It feels like drowning in my emotions,
But for some reason unbeknownst to me,
I feel comfort and warmth,
At the bottom of the ocean that now drowns me.
I think they were right,
Monsters truly do exist and I feel their very presence,
Every single day I feel them more,
Closer and closer every day,
And they seem to understand me,
They aren’t ruthless and scary…
They are simply a reflection of me.
Maybe what they warned me about was me.

"Used to be kind" weird
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